BLOOD [chapter one]

Lust

I want it now, give me your heart and your soul
Hysteria – Muse

I’ve never asked for this life, and never desired it.

Besides making others suffer, I suffer each and every day, seeing that I’m the cause of pain. But I can’t control who I am, and I can’t deny I’m a monster.

My dry throat asks urgently for that drink that makes me endure the pain I feel inside me – the obssesion. I can’t ignore my instincts, and it hurts when I try. My only option is give up and accept my burden.

Why I received that course? One little word, one long story: lust.

It all started a few years ago, when I was twenty years old. I was part of a band called McFLY, and along with my mates, we decided to travel for a bit, to get inspiration to write songs and to relax. We rented a house far from our city, in the middle of nowhere, in a way that no one would bother us.

Anyway, at night, we started watching television, and it was passing a horror movie. We watched it – Dougie almost shitting on his pants – and in the end of it, the lights went down, and there was an loud noise coming from outside. It was storming, and a lighting nearly reached the house we were in. The strong wind blowed, breaking the windown right in front of us, making the rain soak everything, and we were in the dark. The only light we could see was coming from the lightings outside.

“What’s going on?”, I asked them. No one replied to me.

The hole house was dark, I couldn’t see anything in front of me. I could feel the water coming from the broken windown, soaking all the carpet of the house. The storm was getting heavier, like it was trying to demolish the house we were in.

The four of us screamed like little girls when someone knocked at the door. The lights suddenly came back, and so as the television and the phone. The chandelier above us swinged in a dangerous way, like it was about to fall. The three other guys looked at me and to the door, saying to me to open it and see who it was.

I walked in direction to it, and I was relieved to see that it was two girls, all wet because of the pouring rain. I couldn’t stop staring when I saw their clothes glued to their body, their wet hair falling on their back in a messy and sexy way, and they were extremely beautiful.

“We’re really sorry for interrupting, but our car just broke down”, one of them said. She was short, with a blond, shoulder length hair. Her bright blue eyes were sorrounded by big eyelashes, wich she blinked every time. “We would really appreaciate if we could use your phone for calling a mechanic or something”

I looked at the guys, and they couldn’t stop staring at the two girls either. They nooded, and I pointed at the telephone, that was on a rusty table at the corridor. They passed through me, walking in the direction of the phone. I stood there, dazzled, by a few seconds, and them I went back at the living room, and sittied on the couch.

“They are hot”, Dougie said.

We all agreed, and stoped talking when they came back, pretending we were watching the tv.

“The phone is mute”, the blond one said. The other one, also short, with balck hair stared at me, with her foggy grey eyes, like she was trying to see through me.

“Oh… You two can wait a bit, if you want to” I said, smiling. “Untill the service is back again”

“Thanks” the blond one said. “I think we should introduce ourselves… I’m Lindsay, and this is my sister, Ashleigh, but she prefers to be called by Ash. And you four are…?”

Dougie stood up, with a grin in his face, and stopped in front of them.

“I’m Dougie, Dougie Poynter.” he said, emphasizing his name. He pointed at each one of us when he was telling our names. “And this is Danny, Tom and Harry”

“It’s a pleasure to meet you” Ash finally said, but it sounded somehow… Sarcastic. Like she was saying something totally different, and only Lindsay could understand what she was saying.

I looked at Lindsay and then at Ash, remembering that Lindsay said they were sisters. They had absolutely nothing in common, except the flawless and pale skin, and the strange and almost non-human beauty of them.

I showed them the bathroom, so they could put on some dry clothes. The phone wasn’t working, so we offered them to stay there, waiting for the storm to end. They agreed, and as we had an extra room, they could stay there.

When it was really late we were off to bed, but I couldn’t sleep. The storm outside was really loud, and I had a strange feeling that something wasn’t alright. Something was about to happen, and I couldn’t stop thinking about it. But it was all silence, except from the rain oustside and the snorings coming from Danny. Everything was peaceful… At least that was what I thought.

However, a few hours later of that agonizing feeling, I heard the door of the room being open. It was one of the sisters, and I could see that it was Ash because of the dim light coming from the lightinings outside. She was wearing only a t-shirt that I have lent to her, and she wasn’t anything besides her red, lacy underwear underneath it. I gulped, trying to focus that I had a girlfriend.

“Ash?” I asked. “Do you want something…?”

“Yes, I do.” she answered, getting closer to my bed. “I do want something”

She reached the bed and started crawling, getting closer and closer to me. I forced myself to lock my gaze into her eyes, and not at the t-shirt that was extremely large on her, making possible to see inside the collar of it.

“What… What would that be?” I asked, trying not to stumble on the words.

I tried to move away from her, but she pulled me closer, crawling on top of me. She closed her eyes and started kissing me on the neck.

“You.”, she answered, looking at me, with a huge malicious smile on her face. She put one of her hands in my neck, pulling me, so she could place her lips on mine. The other hand she rested it on my chest, slowly sliding through my body and reaching my abs, making my muscles twitch.

“Ash… Sorry, but I already have a girlfriend” I said, trying all my efforts to push her away.
But she didn’t move an inch. She seemed to be stronger than me, and that was really weird.

“That doesn’t matter.”, she replied, and before I could stop her, she had already ripped off my shirt. “I don’t care”, she murmured on my ear.

“Please, I’m asking you to stop!” I yelled, but she didn’t seem to care. It seemed to be enjoying her, in a sick way of making her feel pleasure. Again, I tried to push her away, put she simply intensified the kiss, and started scratching my back with her longs and sharp nails.

Ok, I can’t deny it. She was a extremely good at it, but I tried to keep the image of my girlfriend in my mind, always trying to push Ash away. She didn’t seem to care, and suddenly, my jeans were off. She stopped kissing me on the lips and started tracing paths with her tongue in my neck, and then coming down untill my waist.

That felt extremely good… And suddenly the image of my girlfriend faded, and it was replaced by Ash. I couldn’t think straight anymore, all that came in my mind was the thought that Ash was taking too long to…

“STOP!”, I said, when she was about to take my boxers away, interrupting my line of thoughts.

She seemed to heard, because she raised her head and started looking at me. I breathed heavily, relieved that I had finally stopped her.

However, she smiled victoriously, and she came back, her face inches to mine.

“I am the one who says when to stop, love”, she said, with the grin on her face. She blinked at me, and her face and expression suddenly changed. Her eyes were shinning in vivid red, with her pupils like a cat’s one; a cinic smile on her face and her lips pulled up, showing a row of white, razor sharp teeth.

Panic took control of me.

I could feel my hear hammering in my chest, and when I tried to dodge from her, she hold my arms, with an un-human force. I tried to fight, bu she seemed way stronger than me – and she was so tiny and small, looking almost fragile!

I heard a scream coming from Dougie’s room and I distracted myself. In the next second, it was an excruciating pain when her teeth planted on my throat. I screamed my lungs out, feeling that pain paralyze my body, but it didn’t stoped. It was everything I felt, I seemed to be burning in Hell’s fire and swimming at a pool full of shards of glass. The pain, like razors cutting every inch of my body, went down through my spine, and everything was dark. I couldn’t see straight, but all seemed to be burning, making my head spin.

The pain was so intense that made me pass out, and when I woke up, I wasn’t the same again.

~ by Eduarda Morsch on December 17, 2009.